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A Letter to her #6

Fuck it.. I'm sorry it has to go this way. I'm hardly me. LDR sucks man. Until that point where you can barely feel your thoughts, see them, share them and understand if possible. You'll be the most savage heart of all time but a few moments after, you're just a kid again. Your tears understand the value of her touches. Once in a dozen of fortnights you see her and now it ain't on the screen but beside you holding your shaky hands. Tons of the chains of thoughts freeze by her sight and all you can do is convince yourself that you can't do shit. When she walks beside you, she jumps a little every while reminding you what role you do hold in somebody's hope, happiness, love and peace. Trust me brother, if this doesn't turn your soul on, nothing else can. What's the worst that could happen? Break up? Hell no. That's very immature. Break up is for the weak ones. They pretend they get stronger after a break up, how shitty is that?  Love makes you stro...
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A Letter to her #6

A Letter to her #6


Fuck it.. I'm sorry it has to go this way. I'm hardly me. LDR sucks man. Until that point where you can barely feel your thoughts, see them, share them and understand if possible. You'll be the most savage heart of all time but a few moments after, you're just a kid again. Your tears understand the value of her touches. Once in a dozen of fortnights you see her and now it ain't on the screen but beside you holding your shaky hands. Tons of the chains of thoughts freeze by her sight and all you can do is convince yourself that you can't do shit. When she walks beside you, she jumps a little every while reminding you what role you do hold in somebody's hope, happiness, love and peace. Trust me brother, if this doesn't turn your soul on, nothing else can.

What's the worst that could happen? Break up? Hell no. That's very immature. Break up is for the weak ones. They pretend they get stronger after a break up, how shitty is that?  Love makes you stronger from the inside and being stronger from the inside has its perks. You can be injured, bruised, punched, banged or anything, but you can never be hurt if you're strong from the inside. When we're met after months just for a couple of hours and having a fuckin fight right at that point where you can't think, that my friend, is something called worst. Not being able to see the person who loves you the most even when they're beside you. Not being able to talk with the person who's in front of you, who has given you the most beautiful of thoughts and for whom you've been waiting to talk for months... Here, hearts don't break but egos do. Love is not lost but descriptions are. 

The slow race of your face from laughing your heart out to crying down your heart silently is unbearable. You're trying to tame it but you're no match. You're trying to cover it up but again, you're no match. You're trying to calm yourself, when it's ego my friend, you again are no match for yourself. Every single bone of yours is being drilled by hundreds of small needles and you die. When you're in the graveyard talking with the next corpse, if that's anyone as I've said, they'd definitely say, "I wish I could describe how my death was". Ldr is a nightmare full of chills and paralysis if it's untamed. It's that part of horror for which vocabulary doesn't even near.

As I wipe my tears walking my way back, I see a kid on a glass who's just like me but not brave enough to cry. The part where you left not seeing me for the last time for the next dozens of fortnights, broke my ego. I may be anything inside me, but when I understood my tears, the kid was brave enough then. What if you didn't see me, who was it, who made me see myself more? Who made me love my possessions to the most? For that, baby, I love you with everything you deserve.

We've got thousands of scratches on us, mostly by ourselves. Now the best part about falling again and again is that one night, you stop caring your about falls and start loving your flight. We fall, we don't care. All we know from all these years is that we love flying and we fly because we fuckin can. I'll have you sleeping on me now, as always, though you're 5 hours away. Hug like we're done fighting after ages and I'll respect your clutches. With that, we'll rest now to fly again in the next dawn where I say, "Falling from here makes me think I'm a piece of shit. What makes me feel I'm gonna conquer everything that ever exists, is your love when you extend your arms towards me when I fall."

"I love you." 


@sathvy

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