Fuck it.. I'm sorry it has to go this way. I'm hardly me. LDR sucks man. Until that point where you can barely feel your thoughts, see them, share them and understand if possible. You'll be the most savage heart of all time but a few moments after, you're just a kid again. Your tears understand the value of her touches. Once in a dozen of fortnights you see her and now it ain't on the screen but beside you holding your shaky hands. Tons of the chains of thoughts freeze by her sight and all you can do is convince yourself that you can't do shit. When she walks beside you, she jumps a little every while reminding you what role you do hold in somebody's hope, happiness, love and peace. Trust me brother, if this doesn't turn your soul on, nothing else can. What's the worst that could happen? Break up? Hell no. That's very immature. Break up is for the weak ones. They pretend they get stronger after a break up, how shitty is that? Love makes you stro...
Hey guys...
How are you people doing??? Hope you, along with your loved ones, are safe n' sound. Follow government guide lines, with your own "working-sense".
Health is wealth, yet people choose to make Money, and consider it as wealth. You know, I have no problem with people those make money, but it is with the people those have believed that money can buy health... As far I know, money can buy medicines, tons of them in fact, but who can say, pills can buy lives?? Anyone??
If that is the case then, people who are dealing with depression, disquietude, desperateness, could have easily over come their phobias which would have resulted in being mentally sound. But, unfortunately, there isn't one such pill...
Guys listen, please... Depression is not a joke... It's such a terrible feeling that if you are under-going depression and you probably don't know the right way to deal with it. It kills us, yes...
And this depression is having something to deal with my topic title. Yes it is. Think guys, about the small things such as winning gilli-danda, running aimlessly with friends, building caves of pillows, eating sweets before the pooja took place... How beautiful aren't they... Now...let us see them in an another angle, we all lost in gilli-danda sometimes, we all fell and got injuries while running, pillow caves often fell, and we used get caught while eating sweets before pooja... The thing is, were we in a depression then, because of our failures??? No we weren't...
Come back here now... The reason why we weren't depressed then is that we were too young To understand the concept called Failure. Now you got the point "Understanding". We, these days, get upset and depressed because we take things extremely serious. Guys, that's not what our souls are meant to do... They are meant to keep us happy and we are supposed to do the same. Its a two way process.
Don't try to hide the child in you.. keep him alive. Just because you are like matured all the time, doesn't mean your matured. Maturity is seen in those people who can still feel the kid inside them again.
Yes, it's not just a kid inside us, it's a remedy, a medicine... You feel down, damn, nevermind it. Play with the kid, think like a kid, why to take things seriously when they don't deserve to be taken seriously?? It's all in your soul, it's all in your thoughts man. Channelise them into fun, into excitement, into something interesting, into something you love doing. But don't turn them too seriously, they could become your terrible fears and worst nightmares. Resulting in one's state of depression again.
Lighten up the hidden soul in your solitude. Trust me, you will love it, playing back with yourself, the kid version.
Hope you guys have enjoyed reading, well, how deep can a 18 year young kid write, huh?? I've tried my best to make myself appealing to you guys to not to take failures and rejections too seriously...
We only posses one life dude... Focus on making the most of it...
Hence, by inaugurating the innocent soul hidden in all of us and making it a remedy to escape the harsh reality, I'll be taking a leave.
-Thank you



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