Fuck it.. I'm sorry it has to go this way. I'm hardly me. LDR sucks man. Until that point where you can barely feel your thoughts, see them, share them and understand if possible. You'll be the most savage heart of all time but a few moments after, you're just a kid again. Your tears understand the value of her touches. Once in a dozen of fortnights you see her and now it ain't on the screen but beside you holding your shaky hands. Tons of the chains of thoughts freeze by her sight and all you can do is convince yourself that you can't do shit. When she walks beside you, she jumps a little every while reminding you what role you do hold in somebody's hope, happiness, love and peace. Trust me brother, if this doesn't turn your soul on, nothing else can. What's the worst that could happen? Break up? Hell no. That's very immature. Break up is for the weak ones. They pretend they get stronger after a break up, how shitty is that? Love makes you stro...
Hey,
You know they say, some love are better unconfessed and you know that's true when you do confess and come to know that you just degraded somebody's worth. I wish I could fall on my knees and apologize for what I did, but no, I don't want to waste your time even in your forgiveness for me. I'm really glad at us for being together in our best times and handling all the worst times like they hadn't come at all, while in reality when it came again after thousands of time, it finally won over us. I am really proud that we're broke fighting all the fights together, few don't even fight for themselves. It was a nice journey for a simple person like me unless you want to ask about all the billionaire dreams we had and that being said, I never had these dreams alone.
While I travel the world in time ahead, I'll definitely share how I had met my peace back in the day and say it to everyone that peace isn't made forever, it's just the part of the path we're on. Not every departure is pain if we get to see it's reasons. I really appreciate your efforts of pushing me to the happiest person in the world, but what I do appreciate even more is the lesson you taught that there isn't any forever, neither to the happiness nor to the peace. I love the uniqueness of our love, may it be the first kiss or till the last fight, they were all surprises. I don't want our memories in your life to irritate you again, I just pray that you may have a life full of surprises, they may help you get over our that of ours.
I always love you, if you believe so.
- Thank you!
Extraction credit: Prakash M M
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